Maybe her thoughts are with someone else.
More likely with a boy she saw somewhere, and felt an infinity with.
You mean she’d rather imagine herself, relating to an absent person than build relationships with those around her?
“As a lotus flower is born in water, grows in water and rises out of water to stand above it unsoiled, so I, born in the world, raised in the world having overcome the world, live unsoiled by the world” —Buddha
Hi Diana, I miss you too!! What have you been up to?